how many of us have them...friends?

fabolous said it the best...
"a thug changes and love changes and best friends become strangers, pachangas pa-pa-pachangas , pa-pa-pachangas "---pachangas

there's these 2 girls ive known since freshman year of high school.

2003 was when i first met them.

and over the summer, ive stopped talkin to them

i felt our friendship dyin.

as if the knife i stabbed them with, i turned on myself and killed myself for a moment.

i didnt know what to do, i didnt know what to say.

i was going thru soooo much between my own relationships with those i call my relatives

and on top of that i had my own problems.

i couldnt stand to be around anyone, cuz i was being so anti social.

i wanted everythin to go my way.

if it wasnt gonna happen my way then i didnt want it to happen at all.

so finally we made up after a couple of weeks of bein separated.

we decided to go to webster hall 9.24.09 & boy oh boy we had so much fun.

what happens at WEBSTER HALL stays at WEBSTER HALL =]

from the strippers. to the stalkers.

to the 2 niggas that were arguin to dance wit me

the drunk dudes in the basement lol

i had a fun night.

not to mention because of SHAKIE we missed the first train back to JERSEY CITY! lol

then being w.myBAYbee that same night was dope =]

too bad i had my moms car, cuz i woulda def stayed the night.

there's no rush because i already made up my mind that i wanna spend the rest of my life w.YOU

LOVE [Loss Of Vaulable Energy] aint always COMPLiCATED...

never in a million years i thought i would be inLOVEagain.

but it was WORTH every minute to know that i am more happy w/you

&& thats the way i wanna keep it...

ended the night with my besties

soon we shall do it again

& i cant wait