who is sloski? hmmm good question...

i know many of you who read my blog, asked "wtf is a sloski?" well, sloski is a name that my boyfriend gave me...but besides all of that...

S L O S K i

a miracle baby. born 3lbs 8ozs.
died 3 times at birth.

soul survior? i think so.

sagittarius. sociable. prone to change. flirtatious. honest. short tempered. misunderstood. blunt. straight forward.

a daughter. granddaughter. niece. sister. aunt. cousin. girlfriend. friend.

she's stubborn at times. goofy and loveable.

she hates bugs of just about any nature.

[spiders, bed bugs, beetles, centipedes, etc]

likes to smack lighting bugs. and enjoys lady bugs =]

she hates coca cola soda. pepsi is BETTER!

she loves oreo flavored ice cream, milkshakes, cakes, you name it.

she has an addiction to montelleone's cupcakes.

she loves caramel iced coffee from mcdonalds.

& slices of pizza from vincent's on a late night

prefers pizza hut over domino's
white castle's burgers steamed no onions or pickles w/sweet tea.

she enjoys flip flops in the summer over sneakers.
and shoes over sneakers when on a date.

hates makeup! only lip gloss.

she cannot swim although she took lessons.

her truck's name is jodi.

her ipod's name is jeff.

her boyfriend's name is locky.

full time college student.

pyschology/sociology major

bachelor and master degrees in progress

plan on doing forensic pyschology or a social worker.

maybe even a pyschologist.

started writing a book about her life.

she keeps her circle tight.

loves to sing. loves to party. loves to eat food.

sloski loves shrimp but refuses to eat it cuz her boyfriend is allergic.
has gotten better at bowling thanks to her wonderful boyfriend.

learned to not listen to what friends say even though they may be right.
its all about sloski and how she portrays things from her perspective.

wants to travel to puerto rico for her 21st birthday.
wants to go back to california soon.
scared to drive on the garden state parkway. yikes!

enjoys funnel cakes in the summer.

loves to cook but at times can be too lazy.

she can stay up all night watchin tv.

sleep until the afternoon if needed.

not go a day without eating some type of food.

she hasnt rode a bike in years.

doesnt walk to the corner store because she drives.

has a obsession with frooties [the candy]

enjoys poetry & reading.
an intellecutual woman but scared at times to show her wits.

has an attitude that he enjoys =]

has a smart mouth.
hates doin homework because its a waste.

loves to write essays.

a lot of "what if" & "hypothetically" questions.

hates anythin banana or strawberry flavored.

but makes some bangin banana puddin.

enjoys listenin to her oldest nephew sing and laugh.

and loves to see him dance =] get em get em lol
hates people who cant have an intellectual coversation with me.

hates people who cannot use vocabulary in the correct tense.

hates people who cannot drive w/traffic [does speed limit]

hates people who use words they cannot understand.

hates laced front wigs, spray on hair, chinese slippers & bruce leroy slippers.

loves old school movies

[last dragon, hollywood shuffle, meteor man, five heartbeats, etc.]

enjoys watchin hip hop harry [i have 2 nephews like duh.]

plans on learnin how to pop and lock before i turn old.

loves cinnamon pretzels from aunt anne's =]

overall, she lives in an egotistical world.

she's not conceited. just confident.

her priorities are straight.

her mind is right.

she has supportive family.

and she'll never give up.

too scared of failure.

the list can go on. but im sleepy.

oh yea...and she ran outta caramel iced coffee >=[

good thing mcdonalds is open 24 hrs! yay!

what matters to me the most...

it has been said that "one man's trash, is another man's treasure", yada yada yada right? yea that maybe all true. but have you ever thought about how grateful you are to have special people in your life?

those who stick by you throughout your WORST days?

those who are there to let you cry on their shoulder?

the ones who can tell you the right things to overcome or make a situation better?

i have many people in my life...

family. friends. associates. enemies. haters. frenemies. you name it...

but ive never been so grateful to have people in my life who mean the world to me.

i guess the reason for this blog is because of this quote that i read earlier...

"too often, we underestimate the power of a touch,

a smile, a kind word, a listenin ear, an honest compliment,

or the smallest act of carin,

all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

--leo buscaglia

mi familia

my mom is my everythin. if i lose her, i dont know where ill stand.

my father and i have our moments. but nothin like it was when i was younger.

[i guess you realize a lot when you mature & grow up]

my sister and i relationship has gotten a lot better. but she still irkes my nerves at times.

my brother is my everythin! i love and miss him sooooo much.

[if i could turn back the hands of time, i would, but god always has the bigger plan. it hurts me so much sometimes because your not here physically with me, but you will always be here in my heart, and my mind.]

my nephews are so ACTiVE but they keep me sane at times.

[they show me how much i wanna wait to have a child =p]

my grandparents, i love them to death. they are TRULY the backbone of my family.

my aunts and uncles are prayful and supportive.

i have a wonderful godmother whom i look up to. & a godbrother whom i love dearly & would do anything for.

mis amigos

tink & shake they have been with me since the beginning of high school and i love them. they keep me in my place when needed. and they have never let me down. [TST for life]

ricky can be a jerk at times, but he always keeps it REAL w/me no matter WHAT!

rah we are so much alike at times, we cant stand each other for long. lol

jeff we have been through so much, but you will always be mr. stinkah =]

& then there's myLOCKY

like said before, no one will ever know the bond we share. people may think one thing, but in our eyes, hearts and minds, we both know the truth.

words cannot express the way i feel about you or our relationship that we have sometimes. baby i love you from the depths of my heart. you have bought so much into my life and i appreciate everything...from the simple things, to the hujumboganic things. we will forever be [sloski&locky]

i think the music im listenin to has somewhat to do with this blog as well.

[slowJAMS are the best at a moment like this]

[pe.es] never wait until its too late to tell someone how they have impacted your life. or to even tell them how special they are to you. let them smell the roses while theyre still alive, because you never know when your last chance is to tell them.

sometimes my words need to speak more than my actions.

so im sittin here watchin michael jackson's memorial and tears are flowing down my face because jermaine just got finished singing. michael jackson touched a lot of people. they say death comes in threes...the old, the sick and the unexpected. and michael was the unexpected. i can go on and on, but thats another blog...today seemed like the worst day ever. there wasnt anything that was goin the way i planned. seemed like everythin was goin WRONG. & everythin did go wrong. from my actions, my words, even my facial expressions...

once again theres that friend you go to, and he/she will tell you something you think is right, but in reality its wrong...once again i listened to someone else's opinions instead of listening to my heart and mind. again i feel as though i failed not just as a girlfriend, but a friend before anything. seems like i fell straight on my face, and no one was there to break my fall.

no one is happy for me when im happy. but i give everyone else all the credit and praise when something goes right for them, and theyre happy. whats a girl to do?

ive learned to not give a flyin fig about what people have to say about the things in my life. if you cant be happy for me, and say something positive, dont say ish to me! dont speak about my relationship without [MEorHiM] around. mommy always said dont laugh at something that occurs in a friend's life because that might happen to you...

this has been goin on and im FED up with it.
no one understands the bond that we share.
no one will be there for you like i will.
no one will let me cry on their shoulder like you bay.
and no one can love you like i do.
i guess its official when they say those who hate on you are too afraid tell you that they admire you...

so with that being said...
anyone can be passionate. but it takes real lovers to be silly. -rose franken