what im about to write, i find it interestin as ever. ive always been the type to forgive someone regardless of what they did to me. and if they were family, ive learned to love them from a [hujumboganic] super [d i s t a n c e] because there is so much i can take as a human being.
jus like everyone else S L O S K I has feelings as well =]
have u ever had that one person who u considered something so special in ya life? like theyre ya brother or sister from another? or maybe even ya cousin? and then they do somethin so damn drastic that u have no choice but to let them go? ive had so many people in and out my life. and not once as anyone had the nerve to say that they were sorry for what they did. but i was always the one apologizin and blamin myself for everythin when i know that any type of relationship whether friends, family, significant other consists of 2 people.
yes thats right i said 2. two. dos. deux.
i was always & i do mean always the type to be cool with everybody. even if we had an altercation, by the end of the week, we would be cool. but there are jus sometimes when we jus mature and we leave certain things alone. well in this situation, ive matured. i guess ive matured so much more than those who ive graduated high school with. but its cool i guess times have changed. in this case, i had the chance to mature more than him despite the fact that he went away to college.
so the scenario goes a lil suttin like this...hit it [lol]
there was this guy i considered suttin like a brother. i had known him since like 6th grade & we were cool. we had few arguments only cuz he used to take soooooo much ish out of proportion. but to make a long story short. ive matured, while he's still on his kiddie ish. so this morning like 1a or something, we were chillin at the waterfront [me, my locky, smoove, hotdog, stylez, & batman] just coolin.
*NOTE: i would definitely rather hang w/dudes cuz female DOGS run their mouths 2 much*
anyway....dude name is ALEX & he kept textin me. so i called him to tell him im busy, i would hit him later. he got mad as H-E-DOUBLE HOCKEY STiCKS & said "ever since u been messin wit this DREAD HEADED NiGGA, youve been actin different."
ARF??? WTF did this nigga jus say?
WTH does myLOCKY have to do with me actin the way i do? nothin has changed. if im BUSY then im BUSY. case closed right? WRONG!
this nigga alex had the audacity to say some bull like he dont give an EFF if im busy or not & then tol myLOCKY to SMD. Yes, thats right you guys, he told him to SUCK HIS DXCK. so i told that nigga, you are GAY as ever. nigga aint wanna hear it afterwards. like are you serious? youre 20 yrs old and STILL sayin SMD? to my knowledge this nigga have [GRANDE COJONES] via text msgs. but in person he's completely diff. not beat, but he got the WRONG GWALA =]
so where do i go after hearin some BULL like that? i do absoultely nothing because i do not need to STOOP down to his level to make my point, when i can clearly ignore him & that just "pisses" him off altogether. im assuming that alex clearly doesnt understand the true meaning of being busy, let alone the meaning of maturing? because i dont see what was so damn hard about saying "ok ima hit you back?" or even "aite, just hit me when you done." those answers would have been more appreciated than the attitude.
so i dont feed into anyone's bull unless its my own. i am on another effin l e v e l that most females cant even climb to. my demands are more g r e a t e r than those of your own. & i only roll with niggas who i know aint gonna leave me hanging. unlike most niggas ive graduated with, ive learned to let s h y t go because in the end, you prolly wont even matter to them. i am not the type to s u r r o u n d myself with stupid, arrogant, ignorant, & immature people.
i guess no one will understand that ive matured except for me----FOR NOW.
But until they realize that I am a changed person, i will keep myself distant from them. on that note...
"one of the reasons why mature people stop learning is that they become less and less willing to risk failure." -john w. gardner
[pe.es] some people were not meant to be in my d e s t i n y & you just have to accept it because i definitely did =]
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